Why do people feel the need to make promises they cant keep. I hate when some one promises something and they dont do it. Even if something little like im gonme call you back i promise. I feel like if you know you aint gone keep it than dont say anything. But it hurts when some makes a real big promise and they end up doing it anyway. That killls me. I always keep my promises no matter what even if i dont want to do them anymore. And i dnt understand why other prople cant keep theres.
I been haveing a great past couple of days and thats a surpise. Until yesterday. Some much crazy stuff happened yesterday u would believe it. I almost quit my job and moved out my house. At work the mangers where acting like ass whole all because the head boss was there that was getting on my nerves. Than at home i was already mad and they was just making it worse i just wanted to leave home.
im in a new place in my life where i keep to myself. its got to a point where i dont even turn to my best firend. i once know no matter wat was goin on i could turn to her no it feels like i cant. but now its fucking up my friendship. i was there for her no matter what but when things are getting hard for me i turn away from the word cuase i cant handle something. i wish everything was like it once was where i didnt have as may problems and worrys and me and her were like sisters ago. i miss the hell out of how we once where. im going to fix these today. cuae she is the onlyone i have and i cant lose her as my best friend
Okay everybody let me tell you guys what happend i think its so funny. Why the other day i picked up my god son and his big sister to take him shoping for some clothes cause his mom dnt buy he any for real. I fought out that she wasnt buy them clothes she was getting clothes from other people. but the clothes didnt even fit them. How you dont know what size your kids wears thats crazy. so i had to spend all my mom and buy my god son and his sister all new clothes out of the kindness of my heart and i forgot about their baby brother causei dont see him alot. i told her i bought them shoes and clothes and she had the nerve to say ypu forgot about the baby. That shit mad me laugh i didnt know i had to buy him stuff. he could wear all my godsons baby clothes cause he aint wear them. I have a question now if some one was buying your kids clothes out of the kindnes of there heart why would you ask fo more?
i dont understand why people who are damn near thrity acting like they eleven. my cousin called me yesterday who is like twenty- five to tell me to call her ex and play on his phone. now i might not be thtat old but i stop playin on peoples phone when i was ten. she made me so mad yesterday i didnt know what to do. what made it so crazy was she waited until i got ready to relax to tell me some bullshit. Also why they spend all they money on them when they got kids that kills me.
I been really feeling some type of way lately. im always upset and i want to be alone. Everything in my life is changing anf=d its hard to deal with. My parents act so different now like nothing is never good enough so im never home anymore.My brother expect me to be their fianical supoort when they are older then i am. and they have kids and girlfriend i dont know why they think that. some time i just wan to go back on vacotion and go saty with my grandma agagin so far away. but then i would feel bad. but i dont know what they want from me. they are tryin to make me do thing thtat i snt have to to and it hurts.
When i seat here and think i start to miss the old days. I miss the days when i had no care in the world and i didnt have to do anything. All i had to do was just go to school and relax. but now everything changd and everyone looks at me for help. Its hard helpding people who dont want to help theirself and they just want you to do it. Its also hard when u cant even help yourself sometime but they still expect thing from you. ITs always hard to tell them no when you always told them yes. its getting to a point to where i should pack up and leave. Nut i would feel so bab if i left my family.